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Name: Publius Golyadkin
Location: Dark Side of Nibiru, Maine, United States
Birthday: 12/6/1982
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Interests: Dwindling.
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Occupation: Breathing. It's a non-stop job


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Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Rightio.

Not going to be on Xanga much for a while (see: the 6 year gap in between Xanga usage previously) I don't want to shut down the account because I started to and... I couldn't get it back if I wanted to. That's the only reason I won't.

Who knows. Maybe you'll see me around in another 6 years.

Later.


Friday, March 23, 2012

"Dexter Pollux And The Reign That Never Was" (fragment 1)

The streets are lined with on-lookers, a mob scene of jostling and standing on the tip of ones toes, craning necks hoping to catch a glimpse of the doomed traveler. Something had gone horribly wrong.

He had died before, he hadn't enjoyed it. That was what seemed a long time ago but was actually several thousand years in the future. He had been shot, not hanged. He wondered how how long it would take for him to return to life. Not long he thought, if history was any judge. Which it was.

One of the things he pondered when he had downtime, as if he ever had downtime anymore, was if his blessing is a curse. Or perhaps his curse is a blessing.

He's wearing a noose around his neck and is seventh in the procession of seven. That number follows him wherever he goes. He considers himself lucky as he baby steps toward the inevitable, at least in some fashion or another he'll survive this.

He had arrived in Calais at a most inopportune time. There was a siege on and something was about to go amiss, which must have activated the automatic override circuit in the Archive of Time.

"That damn thing has a knack for not alerting me before it kicks in," Pollux thought to himself. He had tried a few days ago, roughly 18,000 years from now, to turn the automatic override off and thought he had succeeded. All he wanted was a loaf of bread.

There was a man in Calais named George in the 19th century, an exile, who made the greatest bread he had ever tasted. On Earth anyway, the delicacy known as Uquixian Zero Bread was his all-time favorite. Uquixian Zero Bread, a product of the Uquixian Space Outpost orbiting Uquixa IX on the outskirts of the Uquixian Empire, which wasn't so much an empire as it was their home solar system, but, that's another story all together. Uquixian Zero Bread was fascinating because of its unique properties, no matter where you took your loaf of Uquixian Zero Bread it retained zero gravity, hence the name. 

And its nickname, Floats Bread.

Anyway, Pollux had missed George and his delicious bread by several hundred years, arriving in the 14th century by the look of things. The Place d'Armes looks quite new with parts of it, including the future bakery of George, still under construction or reconstruction, Pollux was attempting to figure out which when the procession arrived at the execution site. A crowd had gathered in advance.

It was now that Pollux felt out of place. Thinking he'd just pop in and pick up some bread he hadn't bothered to change his clothing for the 18th century, which, he thought wouldn't have mattered anyway seeing as he arrived in the 14th-ish century. His thoughts now turned to what could possibly have gone horribly wrong at this point in time. Nothing seemed out of place. The six men in front of him were carrying keys of some kind, he had heard one of them mention a long siege when he'd asked the man in front of him, a pleasant man named Pierre, about what was going on during the sojourn.

Irregardless his clothing choice of black pants and a t-shirt, in addition to his usual jacket and hat, made him stick out like a sore thumb, which was why he had been thrown in line with the other six men.

He was making an attempt to retrieve his phone from his inner jacket pocket when he recognized a voluptuous woman sitting next to a regal looking man in a crown. They were on a balcony of the Calais Keep overlooking the spot where they were to be tried or executed, Pollux wasn't sure which. He suddenly felt a twinge in his head and an overwhelming sense that he had just figured out why the automatic override circuit had been activated.

The man was certainly a King, the woman he recognized sitting next to him no doubt the Queen and from the look of her, she was expecting.

"Oh shit," Pollux mumbled to himself under his breath.

He remembered her now, Philippa, he believed her name was. He hoped she wouldn't recognize him.

 


Thursday, March 22, 2012

A Day So Nice I Tried To Live It Twice.

I worked at 6 am yesterday, which was fine. The weather was unseasonably nice and today is off to a similar start (it's about 80 degrees and... very nearly perfect). That said, I forgot to turn off my alarm clock. It went off. I got ready for work THIS morning and drove in for 6 am... I'm off until Saturday. Needless to say everyone was surprised when I arrived.

So I have that going for me today... which is nice.

(Shakes head)

Sometimes... I'm so dumb it's funny.

It's kind of nice though, I got an early start to the day and have been able to get some cleaning done. I was thinning my belongings for other reasons... now I'm just trying to reduce the clutter.

 

the physical is the fiction that your conscious need engage the underlying atman must think our self-delusions strange until we strip away illusion from the mirror seeing clear and know the caste must come full circle converging at extremes let affluence be your penance as it keeps you grounded here.


Wednesday, March 21, 2012

Mental Stimulation.

I feel my brain turning to mush and want to post my brain emissions like tacks on a... board you put tacks in. SEE! I told you my brain is turning to mush. I can't even think of the term... bulletin board, or some variation of that.

Thinking ahead is bad, mmkay. Well, for me. You think down the line far enough and all sorts of interesting thoughts seep into your mindstream. I'm one of those people who believes once you figure out your path in life and map everything out you get run over by a truck and all that time spent preparing was for naught.

Instant Karma!

Great song by John Lennon, you've already heard it even if you haven't knowingly heard it.

Unless you're in deepest Siberia I suppose, but, even then I'm sure you've hummed it without knowing why or what it was.

So, yeah, I've been indulging in the long game of life expectancy and/or what the fuck will I do once the well of youth runs dry... I need to consider these things since I'm closing in on another age with a 0 in it. I won't say which one, but, here's a clue that should help you figure it out. I can legally drink. I cannot legally run for President.

That narrows it down, right.

They call me the Riddler.

Okay, no one calls me that. Not even Batman.

What's that line from The Joker, I believe it's a Steve Miller Band song... "I'm a joker, I'm a smoker, I'm a..." (midnight toker?) That's what I choose to hear, I think it's right... but, I've been wrong before.

Good old classic rock. Speaking of classic rocks... schist.

Agate.

Formica counters starting to glow illuminate the world around me aptly dodging thrown chairs deftly hurdling pitfalls for the oblivious and inconsolable whispering mass reverie the memories that pass such swollen lips with nary a drop of poison left betwixt all consumed and one eye starting to blur the line the fiction the reality congealed gives birth to these words this world we see before us shattering the once perfect mold what insanity is this unfurled as far as my good eye can spy nothingness from the wi-fi passing through the sky let loose the stars I wish I may I wish I might set this world anew tonight.

 

 


Friday, March 16, 2012

Done.

I tried tonight. Nothing. 98% of the world is populated by fucking imbeciles. There are no exceptions.

 

Peace out.

 

"May you find happiness wherever life takes you." - Publius Golyadkin, recluse

 

 



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